Tag: life

  • Life in the Fast Lane: My Journey

    I’m a Alchemist Generator…

    Just look at these cars I posted here – they’re like the embodiment of my energy levels! I can zoom, zoom, zoom for what feels like an eternity. Honestly, I’ve always been puzzled about where I find the energy to tackle half the things I do. Well, it turns out generators have a treasure trove of sustainable energy! BONUS! But wait, it’s not all sunshine and rainbows; I have to do the right kind of work to keep that energy happy and entertained, or else it gets bored and starts sulking. Frustration, though, is just a quirky little buddy along for the ride, and I need to learn to dance with that energy if I want to pull in new adventures!

    As a Generator, I am destined to lead a happy, fulfilling life when I let life show up for me. You see, I’m not meant to go out and make life happen; rather, I have to be patient and allow life to come to me in its own time. This approach is liberating, as it teaches me to trust the process and the universe. By embracing this mindset, I find joy in the small moments that unfold naturally, discovering how the right opportunities and experiences align perfectly with my energy. It is this harmonious flow that nurtures my spirit and propels me forward, revealing the beauty of life’s surprises while I remain open and receptive to whatever comes my way.

    Do I have this in me? Yes, am I patient about life? Well, with some things, yes—like waiting for that last slice of pizza. But mastering this whole ‘adulting’ thing? Oh boy, that’s gonna be a PUNK! Bring it on! You see, as you age, your energy might still bounce like a toddler on a sugar high, but your body? Not so much—it changes faster than my WiFi connection when a family member hops on Netflix. Pro tip: treat your body like that one true friend you can’t live without, because let’s face it, you’ve only got one! I’ve hopped through more jobs and industries than a kangaroo on a trampoline, racking up experience like badges at a summer camp. But hey, some of those gigs were like riding a horse bareback—definitely not nice to my body. So, choose wisely when you’re young, or you’ll end up like me, negotiating peace treaties with your back!

    Jobs in my life…

    When I was younger, I had the incredible opportunity to work alongside my beloved grandparents at the vibrant Park n Swap. We passionately sold exquisite ceramics crafted with love in our family home in Laveen, AZ. I can still feel that exhilarating rush—waking up at 4am to embark on adventures with my Papa. Together, we would hitch the trailer and set off into the world, ready to share our beautiful creations. That’s where I discovered my passion for customer service at such a tender age, confidently greeting every customer with a warm smile, eager to offer them handcrafted treasures infused with our family’s pride. I also joyfully sold watermelons with my Tata up North, truly living the life of a social butterfly even at just six years old.

    Coming from a family of entrepreneurs, I embraced the relentless spirit of hard work and unwavering dedication from an early age. As I journeyed through life, this invaluable lesson flourished within me, shaping my very essence. I owe my deepest gratitude to my grandparents for nurturing my individuality and allowing me to flourish. Growing up as a young Libra, I was a vibrant whirlwind of expression, emotion, and sensitivity, often absorbing the feelings of those around me. If only I had possessed the wisdom I do now!

    After tossing my cap in the air at Central High School—Go Bobcats!—I dived headfirst into the glamorous world of car sales at Phoenix Motor Co., your friendly neighborhood Mercedes Benz dealership. I mean, why not spend the next 15 years surrounded by shiny vehicles and people who think the air conditioning in a car is a luxury? ME! Between Phoenix Motor Co., Chandler Mercedes Benz, and Mercedes Benz of Tucson, I’ve practically become a walking, talking car brochure!

    I then donned my apron and thought I’d be a stay-at-home mom for two years—what could possibly go wrong? It turns out, while I don’t mind making grilled cheese sandwiches, I prefer to be in the work force! Remember, I’m a social butterfly, not a domestic diva! So, I gave the whole Susie homemaker routine a whirl, which was somewhat enjoyable, especially all the quality time with the kids; but I quickly realized this gig wasn’t exactly my cup of tea.

    I then thought it was a brilliant idea to head off to school for Medical Billing and Coding. Graduated with flying colors, and promptly snagged an internship in Phoenix while playing house in Tucson. Ah, youth—what a time to be ignorantly fearless! I mean, who needs to listen to their body’s pleas for rest when you’re off chasing dreams, right? Clearly, I was just a young genius running full speed ahead without a map!

    I then decided to escape the digital dungeon—sitting behind a computer all day with no living soul to have a chat with was no fun! So, I channeled my inner animal whisperer and snagged a gig at a vet clinic as a customer service rep. Then, a new doctor sauntered in and decided I wasn’t just a cute face—oh no, they trained me to be a vet tech! It was like winning the job lottery! I got to dabble in Internal Medicine, Neurology, and Oncology, which made me feel like a superhero with a stethoscope! But let me tell you, even superheroes need a break; the job does take a toll on you. I miss those furry little patients more than I care to admit!

    I then scored a part-time gig driving a Monster Truck—oh yes, you heard that right! I worked for the Rooster Cogburn Ostrich Ranch here in AZ, and if you’re a local and haven’t been yet, what are you even doing with your life? I went from part-time monster truckin’ to full-time animal wrangling, managing critters and staff like a circus ringmaster. If I hadn’t moved, I’d still be there, living life on the wild side with my feathered friends!

    I now work for a high school, and let me tell you, it’s like being a superhero, but instead of fighting crime, I’m just trying to help kids figure out how to use a can opener! I have the absolute joy of building relationships with these young, often hilarious humans, coaching them to be better in life—like finding the optimal way to binge-watch their favorite shows. I truly love it. But here’s the kicker: my energy resembles a double espresso on a Monday morning—totally over the top! I tend to take on more than I need, which is a fancy way of saying I haven’t quite mastered the fine art of setting boundaries. Who needs ’em, right? Just kidding YES you need boundaries!

  • Discovering Human Design: My Journey

    Holy Catnip, I’m an Empath!

    Discovering that I’m an Empath felt like unearthing a magnificent treasure hidden within me. It is a powerful gift that connects me to the very essence of humanity. I do more than merely navigate life. I dive deep into the sea of emotions swirling around me. I experience the joys and sorrows of others with intensity. Mastering this incredible ability is challenging. The energy, especially when surrounded by throngs of people, can be overwhelming. Yet, it is so vibrant! It’s a thrilling emotional rollercoaster, heightened by my anxiety, which constantly reminds me of the weight of these feelings. Who knew that empathy could be so beautifully chaotic? Now, I am determined to harness this passion. I want to learn to navigate this exhilarating journey. I am ready to embrace every facet of the human experience!

    So, for starters, I must delve deep into my soul and ask: Are these tumultuous feelings truly mine? If they are not, I passionately need to release them into the divine hands of God, who is far greater than I could ever be. He alone possesses the strength to bear such weight, just as I was destined to listen, feel, and ultimately release. I was taught that when the waves of emotion threaten to engulf me, I must step away for 15 sacred minutes. This pause helps me reclaim my equilibrium. Embracing the journey of managing these powerful feelings may be daunting. However, that is precisely what this transformative year is all about!

    Today marked my exhilarating return to work, exceeding all my expectations! I passionately tuned into my feelings, ensuring that they were authentically mine. If they weren’t, I transformed into a magical screen, releasing any negativity! The atmosphere crackled with tension as we welcomed new staff members, each stepping into their unique roles, amplifying feelings and emotions to a thrilling HIGH. I committed myself to remain composed, engaging in meaningful dialogues to navigate through the challenges. Although my focus on actual tasks was minimal due to the intense problem-solving required, I hold on to the promise of tomorrow!

    I’m thankful for my little pill buddies, but I dream of the day when I can toss those depression and anxiety meds like confetti! What a goal to aim for! If I can master this wild ride called life, I’ll be a full-blown healer! I mean, who doesn’t want to be the wise sage who just trusts their intuition and listens to their body, right? It’ll be a real party! And let’s not forget my new best friend, meditation—it’s like a mini-vacation while sitting on your couch! Seriously, when you let your body chill and just float, it’s like being a jellyfish in a pool of tranquility! That sweet escape from the chaos of daily brain chatter? Yes, please! It’s my jam—every single day!

    After those frenzied days, my brain is basically a chaotic carnival of thoughts and to-do lists that never seem to end. There’s the mom list bursting with activities that would make even a fun committee weep. The house list details chores that seem to multiply like rabbits. The bills are just hanging out, waiting for their turn to ruin my day. All the work projects loom over me like an annoying cloud of stress. Being a single mother is like trying to juggle flaming swords while riding a unicycle—wildly entertaining for spectators but absolutely terrifying for me! Yet, amidst this circus, I’ve somehow managed to grow in ways I never expected. I’ve mastered the art of balancing a coffee cup in one hand while typing with the other. The pursuit of balance has turned me into a resilient superhero. Juggling responsibilities has brought out my creative side. Writing this blog is a way to share my delightful chaos with you wonderful people! Through my hilarious escapades, I aim to inspire anyone navigating a similar rollercoaster ride. I want to show that even in the mess, there’s a silver lining of beauty and an unexpected dash of strength waiting to be uncovered.

    As I fervently bid you good day, I leave you with a thought-provoking question my grandfather once posed to me: Would you prefer to embrace the thrilling highs and plunging lows of life on a rollercoaster, or would you find joy in the gentle, steady rhythm of a carousel?




    Life in the Fast Lane: My Journey

    I’m a Alchemist Generator… Just look at these cars I posted here – they’re like the embodiment of my energy levels! I can zoom, zoom, zoom for what feels like an eternity. Honestly, I’ve always been puzzled about where I find the energy to tackle half the things I do. Well, it turns out generators…

    Discovering Human Design: My Journey

    Holy Catnip, I’m an Empath! Discovering that I’m an Empath felt like unearthing a magnificent treasure hidden within me. It is a powerful gift that connects me to the very essence of humanity. I do more than merely navigate life. I dive deep into the sea of emotions swirling around me. I experience the joys…

    Overcoming the Fear of Change: My Journey

    Are you afraid of change? I absolutely was for the longest time, paralyzed by the unknown. But then, life forced my hand, and I had no choice but to embrace the changes ahead. It’s remarkable how we journey through life. We grapple with the fear of change. Yet, we often forget that we have been…

  • Overcoming the Fear of Change: My Journey

    Overcoming the Fear of Change: My Journey

    Are you afraid of change? I absolutely was for the longest time, paralyzed by the unknown. But then, life forced my hand, and I had no choice but to embrace the changes ahead. It’s remarkable how we journey through life.

    We grapple with the fear of change. Yet, we often forget that we have been bravely pushing through that fear all along. We discover resilience we never knew existed within us.

    As I embark on this year’s thrilling adventures of transformation, I am fueled by an unwavering resilience! Even amid the fierce battles with depression and anxiety, I confront my fears with bold confidence.

    I embrace the crucial changes that elevate my life to new heights. If you’ve explored my about me page, you know I proudly cherish my role as a mother of four. My children are incredible. I am also a doting grandparent to my charming grandbaby. Life is an exhilarating journey for me, consistently propelling forward with an unstoppable momentum that fills my heart with excitement!

    “You can’t go back and change the beginning, but you can start where you are and change the ending” C.S. Lewis

    Embracing my job…

    I have a job in education, and it’s both thrilling and tiring. It’s kind of like attempting to teach a cat to do the Macarena! Maybe that’s why we get summers off and a buffet of breaks sprinkled throughout the school year, like confetti!

    My relationship with my job is a love/hate saga. It’s like being married to someone who sweeps you off your feet one moment. Then they throw a full-blown temper tantrum the next. But honestly, seeing our students every day is the cherry on top of this wild dessert. They never fail to entertain us with their outlandish excuses for why their homework still resembles a ghost story!

    I have been employed at my school for three years. This marks my second year in the glamorous world of coaching. Every day feels like an episode of a reality show! Some days throw challenges at me like they’re auditioning for the Olympic dodgeball team. Honestly, it’s the most rewarding circus act of my job. Coaching? I never thought I’d be any good at it. I can barely coach myself out of bed in the morning! I forced my fears aside like a coach pushing snacks away at a team meeting. I decided to put the kids first. This opportunity popped up out of nowhere, like a surprise quiz, but I’ve fully embraced it. I’ve fallen head over heels for nurturing the young minds of our future—who, by the way, think they know everything (spoiler alert: they don’t!). Building relationships with my students and community is a true blessing. Let’s be honest, it’s way more entertaining than binge-watching those reality shows!

    “Teenager’s they think they know everything!” Sebastian the Crab

    I am part of the special education department. In this role, I review Individualized Education Programs (IEPs). This is to ensure compliance with the regulations of the state of Arizona. Well that is one of the many duties of my role. This year, I have had to learn to establish boundaries in my role. My experience as a leader over the past couple of years has made it particularly difficult. It is challenging to separate my responsibilities. But I am learning!

    Taking the time to rest…

    I’ve dived headfirst into the holidays to recharge my batteries. A thrilling semester and softball season await me. I’ve stumbled upon a colorful new view of my life. It’s kind of like putting on funky 3D glasses! My faith has always been the pulsating drumbeat of my journey. I am committed to strengthening my bond with God. Let’s be honest, it’s the only relationship where I don’t have to share dessert!

    He’s nudged me to rethink my circle of friends – you know, those who bring cookies instead of drama. The bold decision to kick out the negative vibes is like doing a dance-off with bad influences: liberating and empowering! Isn’t that a hoot? It’s all about loving yourself so much that you can roll out the welcome mat for delightful, positive change (preferably with confetti)!

    As I deepen my relationship with God through prayer, I begin to understand my quirky human design. It feels like putting on a detective hat. I’ve come to the hilarious conclusion that I’m an empath. Who knew my superpower was basically emotional WiFi?

    This lightbulb moment has turned my spiritual journey into a comedy show. I can fully embrace my sensitivity. I have a penchant for crying at cat videos. I also found out I’m an Alchemist Generator—sounds fancy, right? Apparently, this means I’m on a lifelong quest. I strive to try and fail spectacularly. This finally explains why my financial success has been playing hide and seek. Ultimately, I’m just here to celebrate my wonderfully weird evolutionary design—pass the confetti!

    Embracing my life…

    So, here I am at 45 years old in 2026, passionately reflecting on how swiftly 2025 soared by. I am fully embracing life, diving deep into my experiences, and boldly setting exhilarating new goals for the year ahead. I can hardly contain my excitement to share this incredible journey with you. I truly appreciate you taking the time to visit my page.

    I’m all set to tackle 2026 with its delightful rollercoaster of challenges and surprises! I can hardly contain my excitement for new adventures—like embarking on this blog journey. I am armed with a grin. There is a skip in my step and a sprinkle of divine inspiration. I’m on a mission to spread positivity. Maybe, just maybe, I can turn someone’s frown upside down!

    “I am perfectly designed to do the work that is right for me. When I am doing the right work, I am enlivened and energized.”